We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Songs From the Brink

by Parachute Words

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      £7 GBP  or more

     

1.
5:36 00:47
2.
Balcony 5 am 03:25
I keep all my bad dreams in my pocket I leave there to grow and hocket Sometimes I scribble them all down Trace around the words and try to mend I keep my eyes up to the changing sky I watch the clouds split and divide Sometimes I stay up all night To beat the sun up to it, just this time Closing eyes filtered light at 4 am Dangling feet hunched over this balcony I wanna feel alive I don't want to feel better I wanna find hope despite all the weather I wanna see blood I don't want to feel clean I wanna stick out without making a scene at all I keep the holes from all of my sweaters I try to leave them there and not forget them Sometimes I whisper things to myself Insults I'd never tell anyone else Feel the sun coming up like an omen See the light blade through the leaves and trees I wanna feel alive I don't want to feel better I wanna find hope despite all the weather I wanna see blood I don't want to feel clean I wanna stick out without making a scene at all
3.
Lucky Today 02:41
I'm so fucking fat today I can't stop feeling this way It goes round my head As I catch myself again I'm so fucking dumb today I can't stop acting this way Snooze the alarm and miss the bus Drag myself down the stairs And I don't want to be a waste I don't want to take up space But I know you'll be there By the fire downstairs Wrapped in sheets touching skin Patient with me once again I'm so fucking sad today I can't stop hiding away Collect myself by the sink Wipe it off and exit I don't want to be a waste I don't want to take up space But I hope you'll be there By the fire downstairs Wrapped in sheets touching skin Patient with me once again Yes I know you'll be there By the fire downstairs Wrapped in sheets touching skin Keeping me together once again I'm so fucking lucky today To have you a phone call away Just to listen in To hear how you're day's been
4.
The beer talks to me more than I ever could I write my heart down but nobody reads the book Benchpress to success or until I burst Mumble at the scars when you glimpse into me But the dips get longer And the highs get shorter I wanna break until everybody sees I wanna burst until everybody believes in me Paint a harness tie up a knot through and through The day pushes doom as the sky moves Repeat the words sell on everything you do I try to tell you I'm ok this time But the dips get longer And the highs get shorter I wanna break until everybody sees I wanna burst until everybody believes in me
5.
Popcorn 02:34
I wanna hold you tonight Flick through it all and think twice Struggle to pick a movie Set things up and tuck in Microwave the popcorn Stare at the spinning Has it been too much Oh no not again Steam fills the room Steam fills As I break the dream I just only want to see you (here and now) I break the dream I just only want to be there You never know it's over Till you suddenly get older Frame a picture in my mind Treasure all the light leaks Grain covers all Grain covers As I break the dream I just only want to see you (here and now) I break the dream I just only want to be there (here and now) I break the dream I just only want to see you (here and now) I break the dream I just only want to be there (here and now)
6.
Super 8 02:28
Super 8 all the past Toss away all the veins of hurt Pain of days Passion's out on a spin Knuckle knots soften out of your hands Palms open for you I try I feel all of this tongue and cheek I keep I heal my heart open Where do we go? I keep getting further Where do we hide? I keep getting meaner Raffle through the rum Pick up all that's left in you To see me though String the sounds out your mouth Form the words to forget the past Rest your teeth I dare I rush and drain all the verve I rid I wash and think it over Where do we go? I keep getting further Where do we hide? It all gets meaner I keep getting further I keep getting meaner
7.
Chipped Wood 01:29
I don't know how I keep going I don't know why I keep trying I focus on the chipped wood I drive my nail through the crack I don't dare to stare out I mumble all I wish to say In a quiet breath In a silent chest Can't you just believe in me? Can't you just route for me? I'm surprised how I had the courage To even start with writing songs at all
8.
Won't you hide away with me today Always keep me going till I'm ok We keep calling day by day Never running out of things to say Won't you fill the gaps this afternoon Always hold me up till I'm ok The tiny screen helps us out Watch out for the battery Help me fill the time Help me feel alive I want you to know You're nothing but the best for me today You're nothing but the best for me ok You're nothing but the best for me today You're nothing but the best for me ok Huddle up in bed without a light Propping up my head with a pillow Nothing at all to report Doesn't matter at all Help me pass the time Help me feel alive I want you to know You're nothing but the best for me today You're nothing but the best for me ok You're nothing but the best for me today You're nothing but the best for me ok
9.
Turn Around 02:28
I want to hold when you're miles away I want feel you as if you're right here I want to keep you under sleeping sheets I want to tell you nothing but the truth Pulling sweet heart kisses bound for glory Chasing dim heart glory everyday Let hide country lines that separate you and I Let hide in out eyes in the distance they provide Summer heat never arrived this turn around Summer sweat never arrived this turn around I want to see in all your glory I want to easy you through out the day I want to help you open up I want to know you again and again Wasting wakeful hours best we can Guessing absent moments again and again Let's hope country lines wont stand between us Let's hope in our eyes in the strength they provide Summer heat never arrived this turn around Summer sweat never arrived this turn around
10.
Patterns 02:33
Whispering to myself with nobody else Trying to keep it all collected As the birds sing outside Whispering in my throat Just to croak and choke The alarm seems so faint in the corner of the room I crawl out to stranger days I leave the heat and swear away I start to fall into to be the same patterns that I need I start to fall into be the same patters that help me Whispering to the mirror Wiping off the heat It's hard everyday but you got to keep at it Whispering to breath To let you hear me You say my name and that makes all the change I crawl out to stranger days I leave the heat and swear away I start to fall into to be the same patterns that I need I start to fall into be the same patters that help me I start to fall into to be the same patterns that I need I start to fall into be the same patters that help me
11.
6:00 00:54

about

This album came out rather quickly. At least compared to the other albums I’ve done in the past. I wrote all these songs between the end of December 2020 and January of 2021. It was a process I kinda had to do otherwise I think I would have gone mad. Similar to what a lot of people were experiencing at the time, I think I really hit a new kind of low point last January. I was lucky enough to be with my family at that time but isolated from everyone else.

I that situation I didn’t have much musical equipment but I tried to take advantage of that. In the spare room I set up my childhood plastic keyboard which I never really used back then and started writing songs. I usually write songs on guitar so this was a change.


I think forcing myself to write only using a piano lent itself to writing things I wouldn’t have written otherwise. I’m not much of a piano player at all, in fact I think I really should get better at it. Overall the ambition was to write simple songs that didn't hide behind any instrumentation or fancy production. The chunkiness and plainness of my piano playing I think almost emphasises that. 



For about a month or so I (almost) wrote a new song everyday. That process really helped me channel the thoughts I had going round in my head and ended up giving me something to do and aim for. It really helped having a sort of schedule. Sometimes I really wasn’t in the mood to write anything but once I would start I would enjoy the experience. At the time it was one of the few things that I could be in control of and slowly day-by-day seeing the list of songs grow spurred me onwards. What also really helped was listening to these songs back over and over on my daily walks. 

You can listen to all the songs I wrote in this period on my demo Bandcamp page (Parachute Turds) but I think the ones I put on this album all form a cohesive whole and work as a narrative. A simple narrative of a person’s inner thoughts while they sit on their bedroom balcony watching the sunrise. The room in witch I wrote these songs has a balcony and I took all the atmospheric and nature sounds found in these songs from there.

It is probably a bit of a sad record but it’s also a contemplative and mediative one. It’s the barest and most minimal out of all the Parachute Word’s catalogue but there are some songs in this collection that I am really happy I wrote and I hope you can enjoy them too.

credits

released July 3, 2021

Written, performed, mixed and mastered by Martino Gasparrini

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Parachute Words London, UK

Indie rock from band London, UK.

Martino Gasparrini on vocals and guitar, George Harvey on guitar, Rosa Fish on violin, Lea Francis on drums and Ralph Heseltine on bass.

We write and record our music in the small spaces we can find along the way.

Started out as a solo project by Martino in 2016.

Feel free to send me an email if you wish to contact me directly.
... more

contact / help

Contact Parachute Words

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

Parachute Words recommends:

If you like Parachute Words, you may also like: